What a stupid idot! I wanted to say somethig else but I like to think I dont talk like that. I thought I could do this but Im not! Im not writing, Im not making a sucess of myself nothing. I wonder if I am even a good teacher. Or a good mother. I have 4 kids, two of whom who stll live at home because they are not going to school, but working part time jobs! The other two .. one went to collage for three years but quit because he ran out of money, and didnt know what he wanted to do. so now he works but not in what he wants. The other, just wants to make money, She had a baby right after she turned 18, baerly graduated from high school, and now works in a factory job making truck beds. I dont even know if her baby is even in school rightnow because they have moved so many times since last april, a year ago. I want friends, but feel like I do? Because no one does. I do nothing to make it happen.... like I said what an idiot! Comment Or even read....I dare you!